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I have a background in English lit., and I have written many a short story and article in my day. I am currently writing my novel, but I dare not call myself an author.",[39,40,42],"h2",{"id":41},"a-little-bit-about-my-background","A little bit about my background…",[32,44,45],{},"I started writing when I was very little, and I took a liking to learning English Literature when I could barely understand what an essay was. The first-ever book I read as a kid and fell in love with immediately was Bram Stoker’s Dracula. Hence the quote on the hero section of my website. It wasn’t age-appropriate at the time, but I’m glad that my mom decided to buy that book for me instead of something else. Had she not bought it, the trajectory of my writing could’ve been drastically different.",[32,47,48],{},"After graduation, I became a writer, an SEO writer to be exact. I worked with many clients all over the world. Heck, I wrote ebooks for a couple of them as well. But the most unfortunate part is that I just remembered that last bit as I was writing this today because I always forget that I am a LEGIT writer\u002Fauthor. “Why do I keep forgetting that?” I often ask myself that very question. The answer is simple: in my head, to be an author, you need to meet certain criteria. If it isn’t the case, you don’t have what it takes to be one.",[32,50,51],{},[52,53],"img",{"alt":54,"src":55},"Just a girl, her laptop, and a sunset aggressively trying to cure her writer's block.","\u002Fmedia\u002Fpivi-working-on-her-laptop.webp",[39,57,59],{"id":58},"you-arent-an-author-unless","You aren’t an author unless…",[32,61,62],{},"As a person suffering from imposter syndrome, I tell myself that I can’t be an author unless I am this and that. This doesn’t apply to others, though. Because I am easily intimidated by others’ achievements. I have a habit of undermining myself and comparing my achievements to those of every other person I meet.",[32,64,65],{},"I tell myself every day that I must have published a book or at least submitted my short story to a magazine. Next, I must have absolutely sold a couple of my books and should be actively earning from them. Or simply, I should be an English teacher. (I highly regard English teachers, for some unknown reason. I feel puny in front of them.)",[32,67,68],{},"Especially the minute people go into detail about what they’ve been through, what they have written, what sort of financial gain they experienced by writing, I tell myself that I am not good enough. Why? Because I’m still working on my stupid book.",[39,70,72],{"id":71},"what-changed-my-mind","What changed my mind?",[32,74,75],{},"Joining Substack largely helped alleviate many of the insecurities I had as a writer. For instance, for the first time in my life, I felt I was among kindred spirits. People were reading my stupid notes and articles, and sometimes they had the audacity to restack them. (How dare they?) Substack essentially convinced me that I might be at least somewhat important.",[32,77,78],{},"Instead of constant judgment or question marks, people were actually reading my stuff and were offering constructive criticism along with their own takes. Better yet, I saw multiple Substackers posting about this very situation I am addressing today. Some were feeling exactly how I felt. Then, I saw many people suggesting that if you constantly write and share your writings with the world to see, you’re no longer just a writer—you’re an author.",[32,80,81],{},"For the longest time, voices in the back of my mind convinced me that I wasn’t an author. If I hadn’t published anything, at least on Amazon, I wasn’t good enough to call myself that. After joining Substack, I started reminding myself of what I have been doing for the past two decades. I wrote a hell of a lot. I worked as a ghostwriter for many, but I never got to finish or publish my own book. Be that as it may, I have written thousands of articles for my clients and posted pieces on social media for people to see, and I am currently writing and publishing my short stories and my essays on my website. This is what slightly ameliorated my plight.",[39,83,85],{"id":84},"you-are-an-author","You ARE an author!",[32,87,88],{},"If you write an article, essay, or poem, if you own or partially own the rights to it, and if it’s 100% yours, it’s high time that you called yourself an author. Of course, if you’re a copywriter\u002Fghostwriter, most of your work is ultimately owned by your clients. But if you run a blog and publish your own stories or basically your thoughts, you can absolutely call yourself an author.",[32,90,91],{},"From what I have experienced, oftentimes, you are highly regarded by the people around you because most of them are harsh critics. They always compare themselves to you. The grass is always greener on the other side; maybe they already call you an author while you call yourself a “Nothingburger.” Sometimes, people secretly hope to have your life instead of theirs. I am someone who has a lot of humility to the point that I fell victim to imposter syndrome, i.e., I always feel like I don’t deserve any praise for my work. Humility is good. It means you’re a human being with great core values. But don’t ever let it underplay your real achievements.",[32,93,94],{},"So, if you’re one of the creative souls out there, feel your work, own it, cherish and love it, because you owe it to yourself. If you don’t feel like calling yourself an author today, maybe tomorrow will be a better day to start reevaluating what you have actually done over the years. Then you can decide whether or not you’re worth the title.",{"title":96,"searchDepth":97,"depth":97,"links":98},"",2,[99,100,101,102],{"id":41,"depth":97,"text":42},{"id":58,"depth":97,"text":59},{"id":71,"depth":97,"text":72},{"id":84,"depth":97,"text":85},[104,105,106],"writing life","personal essays","on writing","2026-08-13","I’m finally calling myself an author. The hardest truth I’ve ever had to accept after believing that I was just a writer for a very long time.","md",null,"\u002Fmedia\u002Fwriter-vs-author-imposter-syndrome.webp",{},true,"Writing Life","\u002Fblog\u002Fwriting-life\u002Fwriter-vs-author-imposter-syndrome",{"title":26,"description":108},"[object Object]","writer-vs-author-imposter-syndrome","blog\u002Fwriting-life\u002Fwriter-vs-author-imposter-syndrome","Se6JA6GLGDu7Z_c5mvV0-Dp3EiovYbhWCK_dP-jEBic",[122],{"id":123,"title":124,"author":27,"body":125,"categories":253,"created_at":259,"description":260,"draft":6,"extension":109,"head":110,"image":261,"image_alt":110,"meta":262,"navigation":113,"ogImage":110,"page":114,"path":263,"robots":110,"schemaOrg":110,"seo":264,"sitemap":117,"slug":265,"stem":266,"updated_at":259,"__hash__":267},"blog\u002Fblog\u002Fwriting-life\u002Fsabotaged-youtube-channel.md","I Sabotaged My Own YouTube Channel, and This Is How",{"type":29,"value":126,"toc":245},[127,132,135,138,142,145,148,151,155,158,161,164,168,171,174,177,180,186,190,193,196,199,202,205,208,211,215,218,221,224,227,231,234,237,240],[32,128,129],{},[35,130,131],{},"Coming from a musical family, with real talent, I started my YouTube Music channel almost 10 years ago, and I never took it seriously. Read those last words carefully. If you’re not serious, don’t start. I killed my own YouTube channel and completely lost the appetite to revive it. This is not about SEO or algorithms, but basic mistakes that put the final nail in the coffin.",[32,133,134],{},"As a newbie starting on a highly saturated platform, my goal was to showcase my singing talent. My father was a singer, and his whole family was musical. One could play the keyboards, one could play the guitar, and whatnot. My father’s sister was a great singer too. So, you get the gist. (It’s like I was destined to be in the music industry.) Long story short, I started posting covers on my channel here and there, and the views were, well, awful. I didn’t have many subscribers, except for my family members and a few close friends. Then, it started seeing real progress. I was happy, driven, released my first song on YouTube and Spotify, and I craved more.",[32,136,137],{},"But, where did it all go south?",[39,139,141],{"id":140},"mistake-no-1-i-was-desperate-for-more-subs","Mistake No 1: I was desperate for more subs",[32,143,144],{},"I did not know how YouTube worked back then. So, I posted a song and expected it to go viral magically. Spoiler alert: it didn’t happen. The result? I was depressed and started hating everything. I loathed myself to the point that I kept telling myself that I wasn’t good enough. Then it hit me, if more people knew about my channel, I would get more views. Easy enough, so I thought.",[32,146,147],{},"In the very next minute, I was spamming my Facebook friend list with my channel link. Friends, strangers, relatives, potential creeps, I mean literally everyone. Then, of course, my channel started gaining subscribers and some views. After all, if someone is begging, some would at least consider subscribing and be done with it. So, what went wrong?",[32,149,150],{},"First of all, the majority of these people subscribed because I nagged them. Most of them didn’t even know what kind of music I was into or what to expect. They just came and hit the subscribe button and never returned. Second of all, I always thought my primary audience should be the USA or the UK. If so, why the hell did I send my YouTube links to people in Sri Lanka who wouldn’t even use YouTube, let alone listen to a heavy metal song cover? At this point, the only ones who didn’t have my YouTube link were the village’s stray dogs.",[39,152,154],{"id":153},"mistake-no-2-i-was-still-parading-my-channel-on-social-media","Mistake No 2: I was still parading my channel on social media",[32,156,157],{},"The majority of my social media was filled with people I knew to a certain degree. Also, most of them were from Sri Lanka. However, it did not occur to me that showing off my YouTube channel, the same channel with a USA target audience, on my Facebook timeline, was a horrible idea.",[32,159,160],{},"Perhaps I was too self-centered, and I wanted everybody to know what I do. Perhaps I didn’t want to wait for the growth I deserved. Either way, the audience was then redirected to my channel, which was just people who were perhaps wondering, “What the hell is this?” They didn’t even know what I was singing. Most of their first taste of music was predominantly pop, and I was singing rock and metal.",[32,162,163],{},"Who's to be blamed? Me!",[39,165,167],{"id":166},"mistake-no-3-i-bought-subscribers","Mistake No 3: I bought subscribers",[32,169,170],{},"Let’s get one thing straight. I highly DISAGREED with this idea. I never wanted this. But, at that time, one of my cousins brought up the idea of paying a very small amount of money to get at least 500 subscribers. He said that the subscribers are genuine and nobody forces them to do anything that they aren’t willing to do. My brother suggested, “What the hell, let’s do it.” Mind you, at this point, my brother had a gaming channel that performed very well. Eventually, I caved, and my cousin was paid. As promised, I’ve gained more or less 400 subscribers. I didn’t know why they did subscribe, but my cousin said that unless they genuinely preferred my content, none would have subscribed. I believed him.",[32,172,173],{},"Be that as it may, the number of subscribers didn’t help me. It didn’t increase my views, nor did it change the viewer retention.",[32,175,176],{},"So, what may have happened? A bunch of kids might have subscribed to me, not knowing what to expect next.",[32,178,179],{},"The scary part is that while the subscriber count got bigger, I felt so lonely because none of the subscribers were there because they loved my content. They were just a number, not people with a hunger for entertainment.",[32,181,182],{},[52,183],{"alt":184,"src":185},"Why was everyone in the 2000s doing this pose? 😆","\u002Fmedia\u002Fuploads\u002Fmy-90s-help-me-pose.webp",[39,187,189],{"id":188},"mistake-no-4-the-final-nail-in-the-coffin-my-channel-was-discovered-by-the-wrong-audience-again","Mistake No 4: The final nail in the coffin - My channel was discovered by the wrong audience. AGAIN!",[32,191,192],{},"I always loved covering songs featured in video games. Hell, I have discovered most bands through video games that I used to play. The world revolved, and my brother and I simply existed on YouTube for a while. Then, my brother’s gaming channel became even bigger, and he had a significantly loyal following. This following was strictly Sri Lankan, and a lot of them were also completing their high school studies. Not that I am implying that they are up-to-no-good amateurs, but it takes a little more time in life to be mature and develop a taste for different things.",[32,194,195],{},"After some time, we started doing podcast-type gaming content occasionally because we genuinely enjoy it to this very day. If we ever bonded through something, the number one cause would be video games. No harm, no foul, yes? So, what went wrong here?",[32,197,198],{},"Well, we couldn’t keep our mouths shut and spilled the beans about my music channel and asked them to subscribe to it. Out of respect and loyalty to my brother, most came to my channel and did as they were told. Some seemed to be sincerely enjoying my videos, while most came to see more video game-related content. Yes, even after we clearly stated that it was a music channel.",[32,200,201],{},"While I appreciated the people who decided to come and watch what I was up to, most hit the subscribe button and never even looked back. Worse yet, some were suggesting that some of my game-related content (A talking video of me listing great video games with sick metal tracks) was better and that’s the only thing they liked about my channel, and I should stick to it, which, by the way, is not what my channel is about. To clarify this statement, let me reiterate. I make music and mostly do metal covers. But I occasionally like to talk about MUSIC in other media like video games. Apparently, some people decided that it was a gaming channel.",[32,203,204],{},"Subsequently, my brother took a long break from YouTube, and I stayed there like I always have, posting a song here and there. Now, all the people who came to my channel through my brother’s channel started asking me about my brother. Some commented on my channel point-blank that I should do video game reviews, thinking that it’s my brother’s channel. Evidently, the audience was confused. Some were nagging me, asking me where my brother is, which forced me to post a note on YouTube highlighting the differences between our channels, further explaining the difference between our locations, our goals, and basically saying that we are different individuals. Even when I’m writing this, there are unanswered comments from those who are asking whether my brother is dead.",[32,206,207],{},"The take-away?",[32,209,210],{},"Nobody cared about me or my channel; they cared about the person and the channel that led them here. They were clearly in the wrong place, expecting something that I was never going to supply. Even though I am ecstatic that my brother has a loyal audience that worries about his well-being and goes berserk in his absence, it hurt both me and my channel.",[39,212,214],{"id":213},"mistake-no-5-the-rookie-mistake-not-being-consistent","Mistake No 5: The rookie mistake: Not being consistent.",[32,216,217],{},"At a point in my YouTube journey, I started posting once a week. Sometimes I would do one-take covers, ukulele covers, and sometimes songs that weren’t properly edited. However, bringing my A-game came at a price: I was exhausted. But, the flipside was that my channel started to grow. People liked the rawness; most importantly, they liked the regularity. My audience was primarily the USA, which I was targeting from the very beginning.",[32,219,220],{},"After I released my debut single, “The Whole Earth,” by Pivi Rathnasinghe, the producer promoted the song, further funneling a bigger USA audience to my channel. It was a breath of fresh air. Something I mostly see in other audiences, such as U.S. audiences, is that they are not afraid to tell you things. If they see something is wrong, they will tell you. At the same time, they would appreciate your effort, they get technical, because they have a bigger exposure to the kind of music I made, or make, I guess. Most of them grew up listening to the same songs that shaped my childhood, unlike some in my country. When somebody commented that I needed a killer guitar solo for my song, I was thrilled, because it was constructive. Seeing the same compliment in my comments section like, “You have a nice voice,” became my worst nightmare.",[32,222,223],{},"BUT, I screwed it all up by making the above-mentioned mistakes and then some more, i.e., not being consistent.",[32,225,226],{},"This is the direct consequence of being disgusted by the majority of my audience and losing my will to revive my channel. It’s like beating a dead horse over and over again, expecting that one day it will come to life. This is exactly why I stopped posting. Once I went without posting something for six whole months. Every nerve in my body instructed me to abandon my channel.",[39,228,230],{"id":229},"are-you-ready-to-ruin-your-yt-channel-too","Are you ready to ruin your YT channel too?",[32,232,233],{},"If you're ready to sabotage your own YouTube channel, just follow these steps: Be extremely greedy for subscribers. Have no patience. Market your content to the irrelevant audience and bam! You're golden, and you're just one step away from losing your passion for good.",[32,235,236],{},"As a final note, I would like to say that I still try to divert my audience; I’m still hoping that one day I will reach the correct people and maybe one day a single person would check on my well-being if I decided to go AWOL for a month. Despite not being able to write an original song for two years, I still want to make music as an independent artist.",[32,238,239],{},"Although I have a strong feeling to delete my channel altogether and start from scratch, I still hold on. On the other hand, I LOVE a part of my audience that is still hooked on my content, comments, and likes. I do love you, and it’s a fact. Also, I’m not trying to undermine my Sri Lankan audience. They are all good people, but most of them were forced, and they didn’t even realize it. Therefore, I apologize. Plus, had I not made these mistakes, I wouldn’t even be maintaining another brand-new channel while mastering the art of patience.",[32,241,242],{},[35,243,244],{},"Finally, I urge you: don’t screw up!",{"title":96,"searchDepth":97,"depth":97,"links":246},[247,248,249,250,251,252],{"id":140,"depth":97,"text":141},{"id":153,"depth":97,"text":154},{"id":166,"depth":97,"text":167},{"id":188,"depth":97,"text":189},{"id":213,"depth":97,"text":214},{"id":229,"depth":97,"text":230},[254,255,256,257,258],"youtube","creator-mistakes","music","content-strategy","writing-life","2026-06-07","Targeting the wrong audience and buying subscribers were the tip of the iceberg, and this is how my YouTube channel met its untimely demise.","\u002Fmedia\u002Fuploads\u002Fvocal-recording-setup.webp",{},"\u002Fblog\u002Fwriting-life\u002Fsabotaged-youtube-channel",{"title":124,"description":260},"sabotaged-youtube-channel","blog\u002Fwriting-life\u002Fsabotaged-youtube-channel","t693fFwiK8_2XEj6fb6ok_tTHdIljOiDsSI7bZdU3gs",{"body":269},{"type":29,"value":270,"toc":347},[271,275,277,279,281,283,285,287,289,291,293,295,297,299,301,303,305,309,311,313,315,317,319,321,323,325,327,329,331,333,335,337,339,341,343],[32,272,273],{},[35,274,131],{},[32,276,134],{},[32,278,137],{},[39,280,141],{"id":140},[32,282,144],{},[32,284,147],{},[32,286,150],{},[39,288,154],{"id":153},[32,290,157],{},[32,292,160],{},[32,294,163],{},[39,296,167],{"id":166},[32,298,170],{},[32,300,173],{},[32,302,176],{},[32,304,179],{},[32,306,307],{},[52,308],{"alt":184,"src":185},[39,310,189],{"id":188},[32,312,192],{},[32,314,195],{},[32,316,198],{},[32,318,201],{},[32,320,204],{},[32,322,207],{},[32,324,210],{},[39,326,214],{"id":213},[32,328,217],{},[32,330,220],{},[32,332,223],{},[32,334,226],{},[39,336,230],{"id":229},[32,338,233],{},[32,340,236],{},[32,342,239],{},[32,344,345],{},[35,346,244],{},{"title":96,"searchDepth":97,"depth":97,"links":348},[349,350,351,352,353,354],{"id":140,"depth":97,"text":141},{"id":153,"depth":97,"text":154},{"id":166,"depth":97,"text":167},{"id":188,"depth":97,"text":189},{"id":213,"depth":97,"text":214},{"id":229,"depth":97,"text":230},{"left":4,"top":4,"width":5,"height":5,"rotate":4,"vFlip":6,"hFlip":6,"body":356},"\u003Cpath fill=\"currentColor\" d=\"m221.66 133.66l-72 72a8 8 0 0 1-11.32-11.32L196.69 136H40a8 8 0 0 1 0-16h156.69l-58.35-58.34a8 8 0 0 1 11.32-11.32l72 72a8 8 0 0 1 0 11.32\"\u002F>",{"left":4,"top":4,"width":5,"height":5,"rotate":4,"vFlip":6,"hFlip":6,"body":358},"\u003Cpath fill=\"currentColor\" d=\"M208 32h-24v-8a8 8 0 0 0-16 0v8H88v-8a8 8 0 0 0-16 0v8H48a16 16 0 0 0-16 16v160a16 16 0 0 0 16 16h160a16 16 0 0 0 16-16V48a16 16 0 0 0-16-16M72 48v8a8 8 0 0 0 16 0v-8h80v8a8 8 0 0 0 16 0v-8h24v32H48V48Zm136 160H48V96h160z\"\u002F>",{"left":4,"top":4,"width":5,"height":5,"rotate":4,"vFlip":6,"hFlip":6,"body":360},"\u003Cpath fill=\"currentColor\" d=\"M88 64a8 8 0 0 1 8-8h120a8 8 0 0 1 0 16H96a8 8 0 0 1-8-8m128 56H96a8 8 0 0 0 0 16h120a8 8 0 0 0 0-16m0 64H96a8 8 0 0 0 0 16h120a8 8 0 0 0 0-16M56 56H40a8 8 0 0 0 0 16h16a8 8 0 0 0 0-16m0 64H40a8 8 0 0 0 0 16h16a8 8 0 0 0 0-16m0 64H40a8 8 0 0 0 0 16h16a8 8 0 0 0 0-16\"\u002F>",1786581957058]